USELESS me!!! April 17, 2009

These few weeks i had felt so much pain and stress, the most heart pain issue is that i had to break a promise by NO CHOICE…..

Everyone who know me should know how much i love my mum. Last year i promise her that every year of her birthday i will give her a gold coin pendent, by the time she is 70, 80 years old she should have 20 to 30 pieces of it.

But………. this year i broke my promise by NO CHOICE. If i buy she will SURE scold me for wasting money as i had to keep the money for the installment.

Today her birthday i dont have my promise with me, its so painful. I told her next year i will replace it, means she will get 2 gold coin next year. She said its ok she dont mind, now most important is to save up and pay installment.

BUT I MIND!!!!! I MIND!!!! IMIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS A PROMISE, MY PROMISE

NO ONE CAN FEEL HOW I FEEL NOW…………………… NO ONE UNDERSTAND…

USELESS me . USELESS me . USELESS me . USELESS me . USELESS me . USELESS me . USELESS me . USELESS me.

T.T x 2 April 15, 2009

I cried twice today, once in the morning because of dad, once at night because of mum…. T.T

Daddy — I cant imagine you said something like that when your daughter telling you she is going to be late for school,. Just because you dont like to go to town area you gave damn fucking stupid reason. If you were to tell me you cant sent me because you will be late for work i can still understand and accept better. Dont treat me as retarded and gave me retarded EXCUSES!!!

 

Mummy — I know i need to come out with that amount of money by the 4th month of installment, but please i beg you dont give me stress. Stop reminding me or scolding me to save money even if i buy a packet of chocolate or chips. I know myself that i have to come out with the amount of money by the 4th month, i will work 5 days a week.

 

STOP STRESSING ME OUT WITH MONEY!!!! THERE WILL BE A WAY OUT!!!! AT LEAST I PROMISE I WILL RETURN ALL MONEY MYSELF AND I WILL DO IT!!!!! NOT LIKE SOME PPL SO THICK FACE SAY CHILDREN STUDY, PARENT MUST PAY FOR IT.

O.O April 13, 2009

First day of school………

Met alot of fresh faces, from thailand, china, korea, india, indonesia, malaysia and hongkong too…. How i wish that is candy….. sob…sob… miss her!!!!  Got uncle also haha…..

Took my first textbook today, “introduction of management”. Got new friends from simei ITE, we exchange phones number and had lunch together…..

Classroom are SUPER cold!!!!! FREEZING!!!!

Joke of the day: One china girl came to me and my friend trying to ask if there is any water cooler here to take water and drink. so she ask in mandarine : 请问在这里那里可以打水喝？ I and my friend guess she was trying to look for water cooler so we told her where. After she left we was laughing like hell. I told my friend we should told her, 这里没有海，也没有河，所以没有得打水。Wahahahahahaha……

Afterall, first day not bad….. hmmmmm

Wait, Clap , Laugh April 8, 2009

You stupid fucking fat ass, all u know is tuck in your butt in front of the com and use your mouth to bark. Bark here bark there without helping, as a big one you dont know how to spell SHAME. Things that you dont like to eat you got the face to ask mummy to cook another one for you. THICK face you have!!! Just in case you dont know….You are just so hard to get along!!! All of us agree!!!! You bark at mummy today for boiling tonic for you as you are coughing your lungs out…. just remember what you said today, we shall see when is your retribution and i will be the first one to clap and laugh my ass out!!!!!!!!

 

THAT DAY WILL SURE COME….. GURANTEE!!!!! CHOP!!!!!

Final decision! April 7, 2009

After weeks of consideration i have decided to study diploma in business admin & marketing in TMC. Therefore, today afternoon i went to TMC and apply. when i reach there, the person there told me i could actually skip diploma and go for higher diploma as i had study higher nitec in business. if i take diploma i will be wasting time and money, as 50% of the module i had study b4, haha it really surprise me as all i wanted is a simple diploma to look for jobs in future, i know im not a bookworm type person, therefore…. haha…diploma and a fullstop. higher diploma didn’t even ever came across to my mind. upon deciding to apply or not, mummy was like keep asking me, can or not? u can cope not? u like the course not? if u study u must make sure u pass u know? first first got confident…. but when she keep asking, my confident is like low low low low low……….. in the end….. i still apply for the course ( higher diploma in business), at least i know to myself i may not be passing with destinction……but also definitly not failing the course.

LOST April 3, 2009

im lost… really lost, lost with frustration……

option 1 : borrow money from daddy to study 6-9 months at TMC

option 2 : WORK!!! ( but i dont noe wad to work as!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!! STRESSSSSSSS!!!!)

~~ this job boring… tat job not interested… this job i dont like ~~

AHHHH!!!!!! I MISS SCHOOL!!!!!! SCHOOLING DONT HAVE TO THINK SO MUCH!!!!!!

 

Flashback April 1, 2009

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• Y ppl are super nice, they are friendly. whenever we dont noe our way, we ask any of the Y ppl they are sure to help with friendly tone
• Y food are SUPER nice. DESERT is SUPER nice
• Y MTR and our MRT is almost the same, very easy to understand
• Y got alot of signboard, its very easy for us to find our way
• Y retailer are SUPER friendly
• Y curry fishball —-> BEST!!!! 

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• one old 50+ X man ask me if can lend him 5 bucks to buy bread, i said NO and walk away

 

• at hotel we took lift from 12th floor to G floor ( the lobby), at 1st floor 4 X women went in, we told them the lift is go down one, but they still want to come in so we were being squeeze inside. when the lift go down to G floor we were trying to go out, so we told them ” we want to go out”. they stood there like deaf . we repeat ” WE WANT TO GO OUT” they still stood there like statue. while the lift door is going to close already, my mum was SOOOOOOO FUCKING frustrated and shouted EXCUSE ME WE WANT TO GO OUT and follow by saying TSK TSK HAIZ…. and we had to lift our leg up to cross over their big luggages. while we got out they still dare to say TSK TSK back to us and say us in their language. FUCK them to go to HELL!!!!!! CB X women.

 

• while we were queuing at the bus stop, one X old lady carry her granddaughter and walk to the cement path way and took off the dughter pants to let her urine on the MIDDLE of the floor, ppl in the queue is like shaking their head when seeing this scene,  ppl walking pass the pathway dint noe there is urine on the floor and was like stepping on it. Shameless X ppl, like dogs and cats and do it in anywhere.

 

• When we were talking a ride on the roller coaster we had to put our bags on the cabinet to prevent it from flying off during the ride,  2 40+ X women is sitting behind us, the worker went to the 2 women and tell them nicely to put their sun glasses on the cabinet too as it might fly off den they answered WHY MUST I? the worker reply…. becos it might fly off, they answered why other ppl can wear i cant? ( Hello pls la i dint see anyone wearing sunglasses even if have is their own spec la)… den the worker say, oh i just tell u only la it might fly off, if it really fly off its not my fault already cos i got tell u. DEN…… these 2 fucking stupid X women reply, nevermind nevermind fly fly lor, if it really flew off let it be lor. ( I was like what the fuck, ppl say put in cabinet put la. ask so much, kao bei so much for wad. why so GUAI LAN? CCB, slap them and throw them drown to the sea!!!!)

 

• “some” Y ppl are fierce, when u ask if i can open up and see the things, they will answer rudely, mostly is those aunties la.

 

• Hate bathing during the trip, becos X & Y are super cold now. 

 

• Ok…. smelling bean curb is really damn SMELLY!! ( smell it across the street…. zzz)

 

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• I see more ppl playing DS then PSP in Y train… haha tat is opposite from our train

 

• After this trip i realise our SUN got no off day, where as the SUN in X & Y got off day. my 8 days trip, i only saw Mr sunny 1 day in Y, other days was like raining.

curse & swear April 1, 2009

X ppl…. these Class C ppl, i had been cursing them through out 8 days.

They :

• are rude
• are dirty
• sucks to the core
• are born to pollute the world
• have no culture
• dont study moral education
• are brainless
• got no shame

They:

• spit everywhere (shopping mall, bus stop, in queue… from age 20+ to old all same)
• they let children urine anywhere ( in the middle of cement passageway where ppl walk)
• they talk SUPER loud like non body business
• they cut queue like no body business too
• they squeeze and knock u in queue with their albow b4 their body come near u
• they knock and kick u accidently without apologies and just walk away like nothing happen
• they are so kiasu tat no matter where they are the first to go in and first one to come out.
• they love to squeeze!!!

Sotong Me March 24, 2009

haha im here to leave a post b4 i fly to macau.

today i nearly had a heart attack. my flight departing to macau is 15.55 (3.55pm) but when returning is 18.30 (6.30pm). but i don noe why and how i get the timing wrongly set in my brain tat i tot im departing at 18.30 which is 6.30. until den daddy call and ask if we need him to send us to airport and ask what time is the flight. DEN i realise. it is 3.55pm depart!!!!!!! OMG my heart really nearly jump out!!! when i realise it, it was 1.00pm. i and mum panick and around 1.30pm daddy here to send us to airport. when in daddy car i was so scared we will miss it and i nearly break into tears. haha. lucky daddy drove fast enough we reach airport at 1.50pm. HAHA. DADDY SAVE THE DAY…… but in the car daddy keep scold scold nag nag say we were careless blah blah blah…. zzz Phew~~~~ what a day..

No more… March 11, 2009

haizzz,

happy thing… exam over.

Sad things…… I CANT GET TO SEE MY CLASSMATE EVERYDAY LE!!!

We cant do things as a class anymore, all the laughter and noises…

We cant eat together at the canteen anymore and gossip haha…..

Misses,

Candy’s sweet smiles

Edeline’s loud laughter and grumpy face

Denise’s noises and screams…..

Andrea’s sweet smiles too….

Khairee’s irritating noises…

Really wish everyone in IEH will have really great future, no matter they study in poly or they start working.