These few weeks i had felt so much pain and stress, the most heart pain issue is that i had to break a promise by NO CHOICE…..
Everyone who know me should know how much i love my mum. Last year i promise her that every year of her birthday i will give her a gold coin pendent, by the time she is 70, 80 years old she should have 20 to 30 pieces of it.
But………. this year i broke my promise by NO CHOICE. If i buy she will SURE scold me for wasting money as i had to keep the money for the installment.
Today her birthday i dont have my promise with me, its so painful. I told her next year i will replace it, means she will get 2 gold coin next year. She said its ok she dont mind, now most important is to save up and pay installment.
BUT I MIND!!!!! I MIND!!!! IMIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS A PROMISE, MY PROMISE
NO ONE CAN FEEL HOW I FEEL NOW…………………… NO ONE UNDERSTAND…
USELESS me . USELESS me . USELESS me . USELESS me . USELESS me . USELESS me . USELESS me . USELESS me.
